got something to tell...

just nak ckp ,i dah tak use myspace lagi dah .
find me at facebook (=

myspacer !bye guys ..

i love you

You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly

At times I understand you
And I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by

At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subside

single already

akhmal oi ,haha ,kita stay sampai 6 month je kan .
from 13 september 2009 until 17 february 2010 .
haiya ,i ni gila heartbreaker kan .sorry sorry .
haha .but were still friends right ? (:
" find someone more understanding you "
you takecare tau .
bye bye .

xoxo !

lepakkkk (:

yesterday after balik sekolah ,lepak kat mcd dgn syida ,kina ,sha(jakpar haha) and qid kt hartamas .
after lepak kat mcd en ,syida hantar kina pergi rumah kawan dia-_- err .haha .
then tinggal kitorang 4 org je doh .then kitorang dah tak tau nk buat apa en ,lepak ah kat rumah kakak syahida ,before that kitorang just lepak kat kolam dah pukul 8 smthing mcm tu baru lah masuk rumah .syahida punya auntie ada kat rumah tu .
then mama syida call ,dia suruh kitorang masuk rumah then terus masuk bilik ,tak yah salam salam dgn auntie dia .
kitorang pon ikut je ah .
haha .dalam bilik lepak lepak je 4 orang ,then syahida keluar jap ,tinggal lah i ,qid dgn sha .bongok punya qid ,pergi tutup lampu ,siot ,sumpah gelap .haha .then syahida masuk je dia terkejut .haha .pastu en ......... haha .
tak nak cerita ah .
then then ,pukul 10 smthing mcm tu ,kakak syahida hantar qid dgn sha balik rumah .i dgn syahida pun ikut jugak .
dalam kereta tu semua mcm senyap je .i sampai dah tertidur ,ngantuk doh weiyh .haha .
then then ,sampai lah rumah diorang .pastu kak ina hantar i balik pulak ,agak agak dah nak dekat pukul 12 tu sampai ah rumah i .alahai ,ayah dgn udin tngh tunggu kt depan tu .baiknya .haha .udin dgn badan kurus kerempeng dia tu .haha .ayah pulak sibuk main game phone .adehh ,penat kot ,masuk je rumah terus tidur .
haha .

i love this day

.tadi pergi klcc ,lepak dgn syahida ,aya ,qid ,angah ,ajai ,dania (:

oke oke ,mcm ni ,yesterday i tidur rumah syahida ,kitorng lepak lepak lah dua org je .pasang lagu bagai nk meletup speaker aku .haha .
kitorang dgr lagu sexy bitch .aww .haha .
pastu begayut dgn orang .syahida gayut dgn qid ,i gayut dgn ami .lama tk contact dia .miss lah pulak mamat tu .haha .after abis je ,i terus tidur .yg syahida ni still lagi gayut .haih .

after that kiteorg bgun pukul 2 . ngantok gila sial .
then mama syahida call .tanye ,"nak ikut pergi klcc tak ?"
ah ,ape lagi ,'nk nk !'
haha .laju je ckp .haha .kena mintak izin bapa ku yang tercinta lagi .
haha .yeyeh !ayah bagi ,ayah ckp "pegi lah kau nak ,ayah dah tak terdaya nk halang kau" .haha .sorry ayah ,peace man (:

siap siap siap ,syahida nk iron rambut .then baru gerak sana .
haha .
sampai je sana ,kitorang blah tempat lain .aiman follow .haha .budak kecik ni ,nasib baik comel .
haha .
pastu nk meet aya dgn qid dgn ajai dgn angah dgn dania .
kitorng tnggu dorang kt maybank bb .eh ,nmpk fara pulak .
gila hot .haha .pastu borak dgn dia kejap .
haha .
kejap gila .
then kitorng blah .pastu qid pon sampai .dia dgn aya .alahai ,comelnya diorang .
haha .

(beberapa jam kemudian)

alaaa ,dah nak balik ,sedih je .tau tak ,time nak balik tu kan .aya bagi chocolate .ahah .bapak sweet .haha .thanks thanks .lepas tu balik lah .time otw balik tu kan .ada van ni nk carik pasal ,drive mcm haram .
mabuk ke ape .
sikit lagi nk terlanggar .amek kau ,kena hon baik punya .pastu kak ina kejar kereta tu .sound dia .haha .pastu main lawan hon .
haha .
kitorng dalam kereta dah gelak mcm gila .
then org van tu tunju8k penumbuk kt kitorang ,haha .kak ina kejar balik ,bukak tingkap ,haha ,amek kau .keluar penumbuk dia pulak .
haha .
memang kitorng ,dgn mama syahida dah gelak dah .
haha .
sumpah kelakar .
oke oke .tu je lah .smapai ruma ,simpan chocolate tu kt freezer .haha .utama tu ,because dah nk cair .haha ,then terus online ,bukak blog .haha .bye .

lesbian day

semalam pergi rumah syakinah .
haha .mmg otak fikir seks je .haha .
bodo gila .syahida horny terus call qid .
haha .yg i dgn kina dah gelak mcm babi .
pestu amek gambar semua .haha .amek gambar mcm bangang .mcm lesbian .
haha .
tengok balik gambar tu semua ,eyuww ,sumpah geli gila .
nk tunjuk .but malu lah .
haha .
tak yah lah ,haha .
lain kali je i letak eh .
tu pon kalau korang mintak .haha .

monday (:

cuti hari wilayah that day ,i keluar dengan syahida and her sis ,arggg ,susah nk pujuk ayah nk keluar .pujuk punya pujuk punya pujuk .yeyeh !dapat .
haha .

oke ,mula mula pegi ampang ,jumpa qid ,aya ,dgn rayha .(alaaaaaa ,dpt meet rayha kejap je): ish ish ish ,sedihnya .haha )
lepak kt starwalk cafe kt sebelah galaxy ampang tu .huhu .miss qid dgn aya <33
haha .then kak ina hantar qid dgn aya sampai bus stop mane tah ,aku tk tau .dorang tuh nk pegi times square .pegi lah korang .haha .dalam kereta main taik tarik rambut .haha .
gedik gila .
after diorang blah ,i ,syahida dgn kak ina pegi hartamas amek mama syahida .kitorang nk pegi s.buloh .
umah makcik syahida .
then after pegi sana kitorang gerak times square pulak .haha .jumpa qid dgn aya lagi (:
haha .but ada dania comel .haha .
pastu txt akhmal ,ouh ,akhmal pon kt area situ ,ahah .jumpa lah dia sekali .
but ,time tu mcm tk de mood sangat .so ,dorang semua mcm tak dilayan .haha .kesian kesian .
sorry eh korang :D
haha .
lepak lepak pastu lepak lepak ah .haha .
pastu dah nak balik dah .haha ,dah lah balik lah .
balik rumah terus terbaring .bapak penat .baring baring baring ,tertidur .haha .
bye korang .
haha .